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not my cup of tea

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Okay...so I'm sort of submitting this as an apology to my friends at Misery High.

Now I'm really sorry, but I just don't think I'll be able to do a whole lot with the MH chat. It's just not my...thing, so to say.

The way I go on the internet is I'll go on, check some messages, note with close friends, and leave. Come back. Check messages. Note some more. Leave. Sometimes I make time to submit something like a journal or a deviation for fun, but I honestly don't have time.

I go to school for seven hours. When I come home, usually my mom offers to take my sister and I out so we'll go to walmart or the mall or somewhere. Or I'll be playing with my sister. Or I'm watching a show I reallyreally like. Or I'm working on school stuff like projects [I'm in all the most challenging classes in high school].
Then on weekends I'm always somehow booked. My family has get-togethers often, when my dad's in town from Indiana I really want to see him since it pretty much only happens for one day a month, I've actually found friends who want to hang out after school, and there's just always something.
In the summer time, I'm at home like 24/7. I'm bored. So I go online to relieve the boredom. And during vacations like winter/spring break I usually get bored. So maybe-possibly then, but here's the thing. I'm watching my sister. I have to entertain her most times for my parent's sake. Usually I sit her down to watch TV, but lately we've been playing games, watching movies, going outside, and doing stuff together. So I don't know how much time I'll even have during the summer/breaks.

I'd just rather spend my time amongst my family and friends and doing something other than just the internet. A few years ago, I used to go to school then come home and sit in my room on the computer all day. And in the summer, I'd just stay online and only really come downstairs to eat. That's not a life...or at least not a happy one. My life is with people. I need to talk to people. Not through messages, I mean talking. I can't do that and be online at the same time.

And on top of not having time...I just don't like the idea of roleplaying :[
The last time I did anything close to that was in seventh grade...it was kind of fun but I sort of grew out of it. Got bored with it. It's just not my cup of tea.

So I'm honestly really sorry, but I just don't want to join in.
I know that sort of defeats the point of joining an RPing group, but I didn't know that when I signed up. I figured it was drawing pictures and creating characters. Sharing ideas and drawing them out for each other.

I really don't want to disappoint everyone, because you're all super amazing and are contributing so much while I just sort of feel like a big lump. And I want to stay...but if I'm not doing anything do you guys even want me too? :[

So I'm really sorry. Honestly. Especially to *Veldamasters since you sort of rely on my character...

At the same time, I'd just like to request people to stop leaving me messages to join. It puts on pressure...and I know this is a lame excuse but I still get emotional about what happened with me and my ex-friends. When I go on the internet, it's to relax and unwind. Not to feel poopy for not doing something.

Again, guys, I'm really sorry. I may give it a shot one time, but...please. No more asking.

I disabled comments just because there's really nothing to say :(
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